Hey! no matter how you feel today, just know that there will always be people who cares about you! Suicide is never an answer there so many things that you can do, see, and feel to make you.feel. fine! look around you. I know you think I am not in your place right now but I’ve been there. Again, try to look around you , breathe in the air, you’re alive! and you have all the power in the world to make yourself feel better. It’s only YOU who can make you it. See that tree? standing there for years, no matter what the weather may be, heavy rains, too much sunlight but it’s still there! This isn’t supposed to be how I wanted to start my blog but recently in my country, the Philippines, many issues of depression arise and as I read and read and read so many articles about it, I started asking myself if I feel those signs that you are depressed or not. Because no I am not depressed I’m totally just fine facing problems but that’s normalI’m trying to be strong. I have a family issue, I’ve been fighting with my sister and its been years since we’re like that. Lacking of communication is the root problem. We often talk, in a day we are in the same house but we’re strangers. I cry at night while writing about what happened to us. I write, that’s how I wanted to escape the world, our small world at home. I’m afraid to talk to her because I might end up just crying. my family member were never fond of each other, we often say sweet words and complimenting each other is an impossible thing, full of negativity. But you know, no matter how hard it is, I still hope for the best, that one day we’ll talk and be okay and live like real family.. I know this story is nonsense to read, to short but I’m really having a hard time trying to tell my story because this is the first time i’ll be writing about it and I know that tonce it will be published many people will read it but I hope that you feel how I feel and if you are in the same situation please do something. don’t wait for the right time because it will not come to you. If you can do it now, why not DO IT NOW?
Just to make your day feel better here is my favorite lines from my favorite author:
What you are is God’s gift to you, what you do with yourself is your gift to God.
Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life- Leo Buscaglia